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"if other people can do it, why can’t I?"

Fri, 25 Nov 2011 04:53:54 -0500

“if other people can do it, why can’t I?”

over the rainbow

Fri, 25 Nov 2011 04:51:01 -0500

somewhere over the rainbow
way up high
there’s a land that I heard of once,
in a lullaby

somewhere over the rainbow
skies are blue
and the dreams that you dare to dream
really do come true

someday I wish upon a star
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where troubles melt like lemon drops,
way above the chimney tops,
that’s where you’ll find me

somewhere over the rainbow
blue bird fly
bird fly over the rainbow,
why oooohhh why can’t I?

Luizza Possi

Main ke rumah Mbah di Jatiluhur.

Wed, 13 Jul 2011 08:29:31 -0400

13 July 2011

How great was today…. ^^

about 3pm until 5pm, I and my sister spent our time in our Grandparents house.
Everything we do, it feels so peaceful.
Only me and my sister who visited that house, it was so quite and and very very great.
we chatted, ate, and discussed about everything, school-college-graduate-health-nice things, etc.

The points are, I have a great time time today and I Love my Grandparents. ^^

"I have no time for romance now. But I believe If I had finished my school I would get the best..."

Sun, 10 Jul 2011 07:57:46 -0400

“I have no time for romance now. But I believe If I had finished my school I would get the best person.”

holiday's suck!

Sun, 10 Jul 2011 07:54:08 -0400

10 july 2011

yeah, this is a night before I’m going back to school tomorrow.
I’ve been spent my 2 weeks full of my holiday in HOME! crap! :(
that’s just because my father can’t get day off from work.

on the first week, my dad works in Jambi.
and at the second week my dad “still” works in Jambi.
like father like mother, she was busy too.
she was busy in her school, because she had to manage new admissions.
So, I was just like an odd girl who continuously sit at home.

In the past 2 week, all I did just sleep, eat, watch TV, and ‘online’.

I usually sleep at 2am, wake up at 12pm, then eat, watch TV until 3pm, and online until 2am, then sleep-wake up-eat-watch-online, again and again. I know, it’s such a boring activities. But that’s all that I can do in the past 2 weeks. what am I supposed to do? my father busy, my mother busy, my brother out of town. Just me and my elder sister became a stone in our own home. :’(

Actually, I do really want to have a great holiday, but the condition not supported at all.
I wish my parents know, how dissapointed I am to have this suck holiday.
eventhough two days ago and until tuesday my father ‘finally’ get his day off, but I have to go school already.

hahh :(
what can I do now? just sit and wait what will happened next.

(fiqriahhanum)

Pretending

Sun, 03 Jul 2011 04:58:00 -0400

2 july 2011

23.30 I got a text from, you asked wether I slept yet. I was so happy when I know the sender is you. I replied your text, then you said you wanna tell me about your situation.Do I want to hear you? yes,I do.

In the beginning, you just said that you bored being sick, I heard you. I heard every words you said. But then you told me about you problem with your girlfriend.
I tried to be nice with you, I gave you some solutions.

But, don’t you realize, all this time I’m hurt! I’m sick hear a story about your girlfriend all the time!! Everytime you speak, I always try not to cry, but I didn’t do last night. It’s just too painful. I can’t holding on this feeling any longer, and all that I can do? just cry behind you, keeping secrets safe.

I want you to know, I love you, but I can’t, you can’t. you can’t love me. you already have a girlfriend,and I know you love her. I can do nothing with that. I just sit and watch your happiness with my tear.

Now, all I can do just Pretending. :’(

(Fiqriahhanum)

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Sun, 26 Jun 2011 23:38:47 -0400

yel

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 23:36:00 -0400

Tongtolang nangka, tongtolang mah lain nangka.

Kawinan bapak, ceuk saha kawinan emak.

Hello good morning, wilujeng sumping sadaya.

Patepang deui sareng urang…. IREMANIA.

Reblog if you have the letter A in your name.

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 09:18:01 -0400

-bluelover: Im awesome

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 09:16:59 -0400

-bluelover:

Im awesome

Rihlah

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 09:12:00 -0400

26 june 2011

Sunday morning, woke up at 6.18 cause heard mother yelled at me. fought with mom. took a bath. had some breakfast. chatted with father. asked mother permission to go to school for rihlah. went to school. BAD MOOD!

Arrived at school. quiet. stiil Bad Mood, then I met my bestfriend chatted about something about someone, not too bad. and suddenly ‘Uci’ said, “Eh tadi liat ga? Pak Ustadz”. and for a moment my ‘Bad Mood’ dissapeared into nowhere. hahahaha :D

Rihlah begin.
Started with rode a public transportation. he wasn’t in there, ‘hah’ so dissapointing. it was so sleepy in public transportation. and ‘Uci’ got carsick, pity on her.
After 30-45 minutes on the way, finally we arrived at MangTata’s home. I was pee there. then we went to a field. boys an girls were separate, dissapointed again. The girls were 9 persons, but it should be halved. so, ‘I’, ‘Peni’, ‘Teh dina’ and ‘Teh Anisa’ had to struggle to get ‘Uci’ by playing ‘bakiak’ but we lose. sad. so Uci joined with another team. =(
After that, ‘Adit’ told us to make a yel. started from the boys, that was so unclear -.-” ,but our yel were the worst. hahaha :D

And then we started to walk among jungle,river, rice field and cassava plantation.
First, we met ‘Pos 1’. battle with another team, played ‘karet gelang dan sedotan’, and we won. Then, we met ‘Pos 2’, played ‘loncat-loncatan sambil jawab pertanyaan’, and we won. After that, we met ‘Pos 3’, played ‘masuk ke jaring tapi gak boleh kena rapia.nya’, we almost lose but we won again. Then, we met ‘Pos 4’, played ‘buat trek bola dari tambang’, (it was the coolest game than another game at the moment), and we won “again”. And the last, we met ‘Pos 5’, played ‘masukin pulpen ke botol’. but in this game, there was no win or lose. so after playing this game, we walked quickly to end this cruelness.

Finally we could change our clothes and pray dzuhur in MangTata’s home. After that, we chatted and ate on the terrace of the mosque.

The main event.
Firstly, the influential people gave a speech including the alumnus. Then,we took the wisdom of what we got during the Rihlah trip. We should be mentoring after that, but because the mentor did not come so the event goes directly to the distribution of prizes. Win the previous game, did not affect anyone who get presents, because each group got a present. After closing the event, we go back to school. and DONE.

I enjoy participating in this event because many lessons can I take, and this event can increase my faith.

Love,
Fiqriahhanum

"Feeling alone? - Innallahha ma’ana - Sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita Saw evil act? - Inni..."

Fri, 24 Jun 2011 13:33:22 -0400

“

Feeling alone?
- Innallahha ma’ana
- Sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita

Saw evil act?
- Inni akhafullah
- Sesungguhnya aku takutkan Allah

Wishing something?
- Fa’iza ’azamta fatawakkal’alallah
- Setelah kamu berazam, maka bertawakkallah kepada Allah

Missing somebody?
- Ma fi qalbi ghairullah
- Tiada apa di dalam hati selain Allah

”

- (via alhawariyyunn)

thesilentsmiles: :)

Fri, 24 Jun 2011 07:53:39 -0400

thesilentsmiles:

:)

"I love my bestfriend, even it can be more than love. (Fiqriahhanum)"

Fri, 24 Jun 2011 07:52:00 -0400

“I love my bestfriend, even it can be more than love.
(Fiqriahhanum)”

Lunch in Mrs.Titin home.

Fri, 24 Jun 2011 07:45:00 -0400

24 june 2011.

Today I and my classmates had a lunch in Mrs.Titin home, but I think it can’t be called ‘lunch’, because we began eat about 2 or 3 o’clock =D. But It was still very fun.

We made the foods ourselves. Eventhough not everyone can cook, however we still helped each other to serve the foods, moreover Mrs. Titin helped us too. May be because we moved too slow while our other friends were starving. Especially the boys (cause they can’t cook, so they just sit and wait) .

We made many kind of food, that is ‘nasi liwet’, ‘teri-peda goreng’, ‘sambel goreng’, ‘lalaban’, ‘tahu-tempe goreng’ and ‘telor dadar’.

After one-two hour of twelve o’clock,finally we can serve and eat them. before we started to eat, Mrs.Titin leaded a pray. After that everyone including me became very scary. everyone ate their food so quickly, I don’t know it cause they just too hungry or afraid that the food will be gone by the other friends. hhaha :D

Oh I forget about something, in the middle at moment we cooked, ‘Bima’ came to Mrs. Titin home with a gift, our gift. And he messed up our scenario for Mrs,Titin. it suppose to be a surprise, but he screwed up everything. hah such an idiot friend! crap!

Okay back to the story, after we ate, ‘Uci’ swept the floor, so we can watch Mrs.Titin to open her gift. Mrs.Titin was very happy and shock with our gift, because there was 24 kind of thing we gave to her, and each thing covered by newspaper, so she was hard to open it. the gift wasn’t the best quality, but I think it worth enough for her. =)

Today I have a very fun lunch with my friends and my teacher, I hope this memories will not dissapear in my mind. ^^

"being trusted is beautiful"

Thu, 23 Jun 2011 10:41:43 -0400

“being trusted is beautiful”

"Believes in God = Everything seems better (Fiqriahhanum)"

Thu, 23 Jun 2011 05:20:00 -0400

“Believes in God = Everything seems better
(Fiqriahhanum)”

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Thu, 23 Jun 2011 04:44:23 -0400

report result

Thu, 23 Jun 2011 04:32:00 -0400

23 june 2011

This afternoon, I got my report. I was very relief, because I’m in top ten now. eventhough just the eighth, I’m still happy. My value in some lessons increase, I hope it can helps me in SNMPTN Undangan next year.

But I feel a little bit sorry to my friends who not in top ten, I know what they feel because I felt it too last semester. It was suck!

There was a friend of mine cried when she knew she’s not in top ten. i felt awkward at the moment, cause when i was happy my friend wasn’t.

yeah, it’s life. God creates everythings coupled. there’s a win, there’s a lose. there’s an increase, there’s a decrease too.

May be you’re in the bottom now, but I believe next chance you’ll be on top.

Just believes in God and his strength, so you can live your life easily. ^^

first

Thu, 16 Jun 2011 05:40:17 -0400

it’s my first time trying this. (Tumblr)